Fantasy

Fantasy
This word really make me think for quite some time to figure it out.
For me, Fantasy is a dream which is feasible yet seems impossible.

I'm a person who likes to read novels.
Whenever I finish reading a novel, I'll start to think about the story itself.
Sometimes, I'm just so envy of these stories.
They seems so wonderful yet hazardous.
I couldn't afford to let all these craps to "hack" my mind.
The consequences are devastating.

However, I used to fantasise that I will own a life as written in novels.
Follow thw plot of novel, the rendezvous of two person who has been indicated for each other.
After a few obstacles, they struggled through and live together happily.
Although they had fought over some thoughts, they still strongly bonded to each other.

I seriously I could have this kind of love even only for once in my life.
Though I would have to go through a really hard time and earn the future,
I would do anything at any cost to maintain the happiness that belongs to me.

Mostly, after I finished a novel, I would sigh and a pearl drop of tear would flow down my cheek.
The sigh is either sighing for the sad ending or sometimes even sighed for the happy ending.
The sigh for sad ending is because the loved ones could not be together though they had gone through a very hard time. Now, that's usually happen in reality. Whereas the sigh for happy ending is because I'm sighing for myself who is so eager to have that kind of life. I sighed that this kind of happy ending hardly happen in reality especially current days.

Nevertheless, fantasy is a fantasy. It can become true if you work hard enough, sometime it won't come true even after you returned to the earth. Fantasy has the power to drive a person towards triumph but it also has the power to send a person to hell. The balancing and neutrality between fantasy and realityis the life that I'm looking forward to have.