想念

坐在空档的房间里面
望着窗外
看着徘徊的云朵
像是看穿我心底的
澎湃的心情

我好想念你
想念你 想到快发疯
好想现在就出现在你眼前

你现在在做什么呢？
有在想念我吗？

我托夜晚的风
带着我给你的祝福
与我对你的思念
从我这儿
飞到你那儿

当你在睡梦中
脸颊感觉到
微微被夜风
吻过你的脸颊
那代表
你收到了我
给你的一切

晚安。。。

When you're gone

You had left me here alone.
Though it was just for only about 5 hours
I've started to miss you.
I felt so awkward when you're not around.
But, I know you'll be back somehow.
So, that's give me the power to going on with my life.

"waiting for you... I'm waiting for you... waiting for you kiss me at the night..."

phew...

Phew.... thank God my group had at least finish the presentation for the student package

I was so angry to find out that my speaker was put into mute state.

And I was very furious that my team had only about 30 minutes.

Although the time was sufficient, the awareness of time constraint had built up a huge stress atmosphere among the group members.

Though I'm stressed too, I still had to bring away the atmosphere.

I felt bad as I couldn't do the best of mine during the presentation as I was kind of brought away by the current of anger.

Now I'ld have to prepare for my honeymoon package presentation thoroughly.

Hopefully my team will do the best for the presentation.

What stage are we both in now?

Though I'm not rushing with the time
I'm quite curious with our state of relationship
I spent almost the whole day with her
Even in college and hostel
But I can't visualise the future of us
As I couldn't clear out our current relation state
You stil have your own romance
And I still have my own
So, what's going to happen between us?
Should I close down my romance 1st?
Should I wait until you shut down your romance?
Or should I just take it easy and go on with the flow?

You're Heart That I Obsessed

I hope you understand one thing, my dear.
I love you is not because you are pretty.
I love you is not because you are rich.
I love you is not because your nice figure.

I LOVE YOU because of your heart and soul.
I'm attracted to you because you have the smile that warms my heart.
I'm attracted to you because you have the laughter that melts my heart.
I'm attracted to you because I know you are meant for me.
I'm attracted to you because I just fall for you.

So, be clear now...
Not that I don't have the patience to wait...
Why I am so keen and eager...
Its because I'm obsessed for that heart inside you
which is the elixir of me...
I need you... need the pouring of love from you...
to nourish me....
So that I could survive...
That's all that I need...
Your Heart... ~.~

WHY?

Why?
That's the question.
Why?
That's the word make me furious.
Why?
That's make me sad.
Why?
That's make found the meaning of life...

Exhaustion and Tiring

I feel so tired now.
I don't even know what the problem is.
I've done my best to know and understand her in the shortest time.
I think I've completed 70%.
But, it seems that I'm the only one is trying to get this relationship right.
I dont know why she like to act in such a way that make me feel so irritated.
No doubt that I love her very much.
However, she is keep on trying my patience.
I didn't even mention that I need her to be very clever.
What is she so scared of?
Will I dislike her just because she wasn't clever enough?
My heart is tiring...
Slowly losing its motion...
I just hope that our realtionship can go both way and not I'm the only one giving out everything.
Not that I don't have the patience to wait... I can wait as long as she want if that is what she want.
But, the problem is I don't feel any returning from her.
Should I keep on? Should I stop?
I don't know.

?? I don't understand ??

I don't understand.
What is she trying to tell me?
Is she giving me the sign that we are impossible?
Is she telling me to stop hoping for something more than friends between me and her?
I don't know.
I'm eager to clear it out.
But, in the meantime, I'm afraid.
Afraid of the cruelty of reality.
What if she said that she and I are impossible?
What if she said that she don't have any feeling towards me?
What if she said that she felt uncomfortable of me and want me to stay away?
If these happen, then what should I do?
Should I cry?
Should I laugh?
Should I just stay away?
What am I going to do?
I need some guides now...

Sorry~

I know that sometime I'm harsh to you.
I just can't hold my emotion.
The anger keep on building in my heart.
When I saw you with him,
I just can't stop from jealousing.
I know I shouldn't but I just... I just can't control myself!!

I'm really sorry that I'm being so rude to you in the study room.
I felt so bad afterwards. I felt like I'm the most foolish, idiotic person in this world!!
I'm very sorry for treating you such a way.
I can't stop from getting angry with myself.

When we were in the study room,
its not that I don't want to talk.
Its just I don't know how to talk to you.
I don't know whether should I just apologise or what!
My brain go blanks when I look into your eyes.
I can't control my mind when I saw your smile.
I just go numb!

Thank you for forgiving me.
I really grateful and appreciate that.
I promise that I won't do it again.
[p/s:if u dun made me crazy again!]

Just one last thing before I sleep...
I wanted to tell you this since the day I realised...
I love you...

失恋 - 配备与期限

[Dedicated to my "ka zhe"]




当这段感情结束后
该为此而伤心吗
该为此而流泪吗
是的
伤心与流泪
是失恋的配备
但这配备的使用期
又有多久呢
永远吗

时间真的会是
疗伤的最佳良药吗
并不是
时间无法医治
心里受到的伤害
只能慢慢的
只能淡淡的
暂时遗忘
当记忆的锁
打开了
回忆又再次从现

三天
是我给自己的期限
眼泪
也尽情地在这三天
不断的滑落
第三天的11:59pm
我将会为这段感情
掉下最后一滴泪
为它画上句号

未来
还在等着我
一步一脚印
开拓美好的世界

How to win her heart?

This has been a confusing question for me.

I've being thinking again and again.

I don't know whether what should I do to win her heart.

Is it something wrong with me?

I don't know what should I do to make her feel happy.

I felt so stupid when I was facing her.

I felt like I'm not the one suitable for her.

Her smile is the main attraction to me.

Whenever I'm troubled with 1001 question,

all will vanish into the thin air as I look into her laughter...

She can be really childish and naive, sometimes.

But, that's what I like about her.

Her world is so simple and full of happiness.

And what make me love her even more is

when she can suddenly give me brilliant ideas

which didn't even cross in my mind

Its this kind of personality that she owned

made me gone mad about her

made me love her even more and more

She is my world.

She is my mental support.

She is everything to me.

I can't think of any consequences of losing her.

She don't have to love me,

but she can't stop me from loving her from the bottom of my heart...

Germination stopped~

I dont know why.
Maybe i'm just not good enough.
If i say that i dont feel sad, then i'm lying.
But, what can i do?
I can do nothing. I just can do my best to win her heart.
The road will be very tough.
But, no matter how rough is the road, how hard is the obstacle, ...
I'll do my best and change myself towards a better person.

Am I right?

Keep on asking myself...

Am i on the right track?

Have i made the correct decision?

How should i find out about that?



But, there's something that i feel so lucky to be here.

That is i found the one that i would like to give

my heart and soul...

she certainly is the one...

Germinating seed~

Wow... something awkward is happening.
I think its happening.
The seed of love is germinating. >////<
There is a girl.
I never thought that I would actually fall for her.
But I had actually did fall for her.
Oh my gosh~ She is just flawless.
Her beauty is impeccable.
Her smile is breathtaking.
Her childishness stole my heart away.
The arrow of cupid had just shot my heart.
But, its just merely on the surface.
The strange thing happened.
My heart is throbbing to make the arrow go deeper...
Deeper and deeper...
What does this mean?
Does my heart have allocated a place for her?
What I am really sure is I'm very happy to have her beside me. ^^

混乱~

整个脑海里，浮现的都是混乱。
我现在的感觉，好错乱。
到底我所做的一切，是对的，还是错的？
如果是对的，我为什么感觉那么的不愉快？
如果是错的，那我又错在哪儿了呢？
我到底应该怎么办呢？
也许，我个人的经历，对某些人而言，是个出奇的事情。
但，对我而言，这些经历让我产生了自相矛盾的观念。
太开放，会让人觉得我是个放荡的人。
太保守，又让人觉得我是不合群的人。
太多话，也让人觉得我很厌烦。
太冷淡，就让人觉得我很骄傲。
那，平衡点在哪儿呢？
若我能找到平衡点，是否就会改变一切呢？
这，只会制造更多的疑问，让我自己懊恼。
思考，静思，这些真的有效吗？
真的能帮助我解决疑问吗？
永远都只会有更多的“？”…………

愚愛

愛情它是種什么東西讓人歡喜
叫人傷心有些人別拿它當作游戲一但迷失 無法抗拒
它的世界讓人無法看清愛的是你
痛的仍然是你還有誰又甘心為了這種愛情再痛一次
誰是那個傻傻心甘情愿的人恨我就是
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你我快要崩潰
你讓我傷悲為了
你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你學會去面對
我不曾后退為了
你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
愛情它是種什么東西讓人歡喜
叫人傷心有些人別拿它當作游戲一但迷失 無法抗拒
它的世界讓人無法看清愛的是你
痛的仍然是你還有誰又甘心為了這種愛情再痛一次
誰是那個傻傻心甘情愿的人恨我就是
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你我快要崩潰
你讓我傷悲為了你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你學會去面對
我不曾后退為了你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你我快要崩潰
你讓我傷悲為了你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
愛你愛得心好累
你讓我疲憊為你學會去面對
我不曾后退為了你我寧愿再愛一回享受這愚愛的滋味
享受這愚愛的滋味
享受這愚愛的滋味

爱情非游戏

"爱情不是游戏，因为我玩不起它。 爱是真心付出，要忘记真的做不到。不管归处将是哪里，我想都该在心底留有一份纯真的美好。 从来没有轻易对别人动心，突然发现自己深深地爱上了你，那种滋味真是难以用言语表达，是喜悦？是悲哀？ 你叫我忘记，难道爱说收就可以收得回吗？可以的话也不叫爱了"

[copied from 天空之城]

我本人超赞成他所写的！！！
你们认为呢？我读了之后觉得好感动哦~就像是找到知音一样~

爱~

爱，没那么简单。爱，它真的没那么简单。我，是多么多么地想要拥有它。
但它，从不停留在我身边。好羡慕，真的好羡慕，羡慕那些可以拥有爱的人。
但，可恨的是，他们不珍惜爱的存在。他们不相信爱的能量。
我，见识过了爱的能量。它，是这世上最强大的力量。
它，可以改变一个人的人生。
因为它，人类对生活从满了斗志。
因为它，人类必须尝尽酸甜苦辣，悲哀，欢喜，幸福与痛苦。
因为它，人类互相爱恋，同时互相残杀。
虽然它是那么的残酷，我仍然想要拥有它，因为它，我才感受到自己的存在。

Starting to get well~

Phew... I'm glad that those medicine actually worked.
At least I can actually confirmed myself that I didn't get a dengue fever or H1N1 fever.
Hopefully I'm able to get myself to school this monday.
I'll have to prepare my mc as i absent for the two subjects last friday~
Anyway... I think I'll be back to normal as usual.