Never know

You'll never know about this.
Never know that I've a crush on you.
I don't want to let you know about this.
I don't want to disgust me.
I don't want you to hate me.
I don't want to lose you.
Even for a second.
I don't want to be separated from you.
I love you. I really do.
Once you pursue your dream,
I know I can't stop you from leaving.
But I felt so sad and being left aside.
T.T